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Rollercoaster
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
I'm at the bottom of the rollercoaster.
Yet once again.
I don't know where this is going to...
Is there an unexpected turn?
Will this rollercoaster suddenly stop?
And then just drop from mid- air?
Or is up the only way to go?

I fear the uncertain.
There's this queasy feeling at the pit of my stomach
That I wish would go away.
All I want to do is cry.
Yet the tears won't come.

I hate being at the bottom of this rollercoaster.
I wish I was on top again.
Raising my arms, smiling freely.

Written by Cat at 1:45 AM |

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The author is 28 years old and loves finding the perfect outfit, chocolate, junkfood,a clear night yet star-filled sky, the combination of bikinis, belly button rings, booze (tequila) and Boracay, family gatherings, surprises, being independent, letting herself go on the dance floor, the lethal combination of short skirts/ shorts and high heels, Poker nights with Delta, Cabinet meetings with the Delta ex-girlfriends, a good book, speeding in a car-less EDSA with the wind in her hair and the latest RnB or house music blasting from Ipod, having a great time with friends, having profound and meaningful conversations, laughter, her shallow sense of humor when drunk, engaging in the battle of wits and charm and having the time of her life!

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    Wish List
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    1. A Two Bedroom Condo Unit in Makati or Bonifacio Global City
    2. The housing loan to be fully approved.
    3. To be able to afford the monthly amortization.
    4. To be able to save up enough for the finishings and furnitures of the condo
    5. The interiors of our condo unit to be so beautiful, it's worthy of being featured in a design magazine
    6. A new look for my blog
    7. Shopping spree in Hongkong/ Bangkok with girlfriends
    8. A gay shopping and gimmick buddy
    9. Books by Madeleine Wickham
    10. Nikon Coolpix S6 or any slim digital camera with a wide screen
    11. Paperback Copy of The Au Pairs: Crazy Hot by Melissa De La Cruz- Thanks A!
    12. Paperback Copies of Size 14 isn't Fat Either, Queen of Babble in The Big City and Queen of Babble Gets Hitched by Meg Cabot
    13. Paperback Copies of Drop Dead Gorgeous and Cover of The Night by Linda Howard
    14. Paperback Copies of To Have and To Hold and Second Chances by Jane Green
    15. Paperback Copies of books by Louise Bagshawe (Monday's Child, Tall Poppies/ When She Was Bad, The Go- To Girl, Sparkles, Glamour)
    16. Paperback Copies of Persuading Annie and The Waitress by Melissa Nathan
    17. Paperback Copies of Lesley Pearse books (except A Lesser Evil, Remember Me,Hope, Till We Meet Again, Never Look Back, Secrets, Rosie, Trust Me, Father Unknown and Charlie)
    18. The Nanny Season 2 DVDs
    19. A portable external hard drive with at least 320gb capacity
    20. A trench coat (to replace the one I had that mysteriously disappeared!)
    21. A new wallet that has good quality and can fit lots of bills, receipts and cards
    22. Paperback copy of Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella
    23. Beige or Tan slouchy suede boots with no heels for the rainy weather
    24. Finding a source for free audiobooks (or at least, really cheap ones!)
    25. A new Ipod Video and case
    26. A new sedan that's sleek and fast yet not a gas guzzler.
    27. Paperback Copy of Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella.
    28. A trip to Bangkok with my girlfriends again.
    29. A trip to Boracay with my friends
    30. Samsung Omnia II
    31. At least 1Gb Memory Card for my Canon Ixus 75

    On My Bookshelf
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    Glitter Baby by Susan Elizabeth Phillips

    Last Film Scene
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    Blind Date
    Angels and Demons
    X-Men Origins: Wolverine

    On Rotation on My Ipod
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    Let It Die by Feist
    All I Want by Susie Suh
    Give Me Heart by Susie Suh
    I'm Going To Stop Pretending I Didn't Break Your Heart by The Eels
    Breathe Me by Sia
    Ashes and Wine by A Fine Frenzy
    Nothing Like You and I by The Perishers
    Trouble Sleeping by The Perishers
    Rest in Pieces by Saliva

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